Saturday, August 27, 2011

Shake, rattle and...blow

What a week this has been.  Every other day I have experienced absolute crazy.  It started on Sunday when I got the stomach virus of the year.  I was so sick I literally lost 7 lbs in two days- most sucktacular.

Tuesday I am sitting at my desk talking with a client on the phone to work out the logistics of their truck load and suddenly my chair rolled back about two feet.  As I was rolling I had a vibration starting literally at my core, which by the way scared me because I had a moment of, OH SHIT...it's coming back- am i sick?  Almost immediately there was a roar that sort of sounded like an explosion and all hell broke loose.  The walls were literally moving and my cubicle wall started bending in towards my face.  The office windows were buckling in and pictures and papers started falling and it shook like nothing I have ever felt in my life.  I jumped up and tried to push the wall away from me because I have two glass panes in it that were coming right at me.  Not knowing it was an earthquake I just wanted it away from my eyes.  About 15 seconds later there was such a eerie silence while we all stood there trying to figure out what  happened.  Was it a warehouse accident?  Did a plane go down at Dulles right behind the office?  Or worse, was it a terrorist attack around the 10th anniversary of 9/11?  We're 14 mi from downtown DC so for us it's way to realistic.  It might sound sick but we were really relieved to find out it was an earthquake though once it sunk in we were totally freaked out.  The miracle of mother earth's generosity is noone in the office or the warehouse were seriously injured and not one of the giant pallets, stacked three high in the warehouse came down and killed someone.  She was very kind as she sent us a serious message that we need to take better care of her.





Thursday was severe thunderstorn day which caused a ton of accidents and made traffic impossible.  It was one storm after the next.  Kind of surreal.

It is now about 1am on Saturday and we are set to get battered by hurricane Irene later today.  I am glad today is the last day of the week and sincerely hoping it will break the weather chaos that reigned this week.  Please keep all those who have lost homes and businesses this past week with all the natural disasters.  I send them love and light and healing and pray that earth mother will see fit to give us a little longer to try to do right by her even though we don't deserve it.  Peace, light and love.

Saturday, August 13, 2011

And she begins yet again






I'm over it already.  Imagine that.   I used to be a dweller but I'm over that too- thank God.  I told him how I felt and then walked away.  For a few days I was pissed but part of being me is that I am resiliant.  It reminded me that I need to remember what is me and what I am gifted.

My true is a water sign- I am earth.  Water is free and flowing and creative but can be tempestous and destructive.  I am strong and stable and true and calm but can be obstinant and destructive as well.  Water flows over and through earth and she stays strong and stable holding him safely within her borders.

I am Capricorn and he was a Leo which is also earth.  Picture two large mountains crashing into each other- not pretty.  When I discovered he was a Leo there was a dread in my gut because I know my true is water- it's in the stars.  I am so relieved it showed itself for what it was so soon.  It was a match made in hell.  My first husband was Capricorn, my second, Leo.  This was before I knew what to look for and thought "feelings" and "love" were real and made the relationship work.  Now that I have been so blessed by the Universe and have been gifted this knowledge I need to use it though when you're lonely it's hard.

So, I wait.  I am now grateful for the entire experience.  I learned so much and my belief system was indeed validated and cemented.  Being a goat I am stubborn and I used to forge ahead if it was what I wanted.  Now, I know I have to wait and watch and pray.  I truly want to meet that person and hope that someday I am given that opportunity.  No, I story it will be.  Story you're happy ending and manifest with me you're tomorrow.  Blessings, light and love to you all and thank you for sticking around while I pouted.

Namaste